A slight break...

So I realized I was starting to get burned out on Lapdancing Girlfriend.  I pretty much was hitting it non-stop for the last month in between the 3D Graphics and I got to a point where I hit a brick wall.  It wasn't writer's block, because I know exactly what I want to write, but it just was a lack of desire.

I'm actually working on something with my 3D Graphics...more learning curves and trying new things out...so should have some new image to share soon, but taking a few days off from Diamond.  Family is coming up tomorrow anyways, so won't have much time to work on anything for the next week, but we'll see...

Just wanted to give everybody a head's up since I broke my daily streak of posts, LOL!

Christmas Bonus 1

So I had an idea on several Christmas images I wanted to make just for the fans of the site.  I have three images I've been working on; however, barely finished with the first one, so hopefully over the next few days will get the other two posted...but for now, here is my Merry Christmas image for you!

(Edit:  Blogger is really acting up today, so if image isn't appearing, don't think it's my fault!)

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYBODY!

I was hoping to have my 3D Graphics image for you all this morning, but it's taking a lot longer than I thought.  If I finish it today I'll post it later...but look for it later in the week.  I'm sorry, I was working on it until 3:45 am last night and couldn't go on without falling asleep, hehehe.  Been working on it non-stop since I finished my "family oriented" image so do apologize.

Been on a roll with Lapdancing 06...up to 112 pages (Word format) and really just have some filler stuff before I tackle the big syndication party...so there's light at the end of the tunnel.  Very possible for it to be done before the New Year, but don't hold me to that...it'll be done when it's done.

But enough of that, here's wishing you all a

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!

On the First Day BEFORE Xmas...Teaser 12

Spent most of yesterday alternating between working on my 3D Graphics and writing Lapdancing 06.  The chapter is up to 99 pages (Word format) rough draft and almost to the syndication party...which means if I keep up the pace, there's a possibility of a 2013 release.

Not promising anything, just saying I am getting to the point where I am seeing the end of the tunnel.  Then again, I will be having family up later this week, so that will hamper things...so we'll just see.

So it's now been Twelve Days before Xmas and have released one teaser a day.  Hope it has built up some excitement and the final product won't 'bore' you with repetitiveness, LOL!

So here's the final teaser of Lapdancing Girlfriend Chapter 06!

Her hips involuntarily bucked at the sensation of touching the hard nub, and Diamond almost closed her eyes as her body was swept with lust at the sensation.

But she kept her gaze locked upon the DJ. This was his orgasm she was coaxing from her body, and she would not deny him seeing all of it upon her face!

So she continued to look at him directly in the eyes, fingering her clit over and over as her pussy was spread open, blatantly exposing her pink wetness to both men.

Suddenly she came, her throat letting out a squeak of release as she immediately felt her hand become wet, flooded from her release as her contractions coursed through her entire body, her vaginal muscles clenching down and causing her pussy to squirt out her built up fluids, coating her palm with a warm, slimy flood of desire.

And throughout it all she kept her eyes locked upon Gary’s, giving him his own personal cum similar to what she had given John.

Once more she fell back against the chaise, her body quivering and her mind in a saturated fog of release as she quietly recovered from an even more intense orgasm. She heard Mr. DeWight dismiss Gary and watched him get up. As he turned towards her she immediately caught sight of the erection pressing through his pants, once again feeling a rush of desire spread over her as the DJ walked out of the office.

Diamond quickly downed another glass of champagne, the cool alcohol quenching only a small part of the heat built up inside her before it was George’s turn, the other DJ at the club.

This time she needed no urging from Mr. DeWight, immediately spreading more of the massaging gel onto her breasts, kneading the greasy mixture vigorously into her skin.

Diamond gasped as her nipples absorbed the gel, becoming hot beacons of flame at the end of her tits, fueled by both the gel and her desire.

After hearing Mr. DeWight’s speech twice now—more if you counted the girls’ rendition—Diamond lowered her hand to her crotch before Mr. DeWight could even said a word. She was familiar enough now to know what he demanded of her, so without hesitation she slowly inserted three fingers into her core, gasping out loud as her pussy heated up and swallowed her digits.

Then she let out a loud groan, realizing she still had an excess of the gel upon her hand, the warming action instantly suffusing her entire cunt as she reflexively began moving her hand in and out of her wet core, her hips suddenly bucking wildly as she literally fucked herself with her hand.

And once more, the entire time she stared into the DJ’s eyes, a deep dark place in her mind wanting to give each man his own personal experience of her masturbating, her orgasms private to each one of them.

When this third orgasm hit her it was with the force of a punch to the gut, her scream of pleasure unconstrained as her hips lunged wildly against her hand, her entire hand now completely soaked with her release.

So much happening in such a short teaser! ;)

On the Second Day BEFORE Xmas...Teaser 11

Yesterday spent most of the day working on 3D Graphics...I want to give you all a nice little Xmas card, LOL...and it's getting down to the wire!  I spent all day working with Lighting.  3D Graphics is nothing but digital photography, and the lighting has to be perfect for the image to come out even negligible.  The wrong lighting and the picture is awful...so I have been playing around moving lighting objects all over the scene trying to get it "just right."

Worked a bit on Lapdancing 06 in between...nothing major though.  I can honestly say it will NOT be done by Xmas, hehehe.  And even the New Year is looking more and more unlikely as I will be having family over for the holidays beginning this coming weekend, and writing will be next to impossible other than the wee hours of the morning.  I'll get some writing done, but doubt it will be enough to complete Lapdancing 06...so look for a January 2014 release.

So without further blah blah blah's, here's the next teaser of Lapdancing Girlfriend Chapter 06!

Once Jen’s head was released from the spongy cleavage she reached into her purse and pulled out a five dollar bill.

Still smiling, she held the bill up and shouted, “Show your tits! Show your tits!” as she waved the bill in the air.

Mary laughed, her hips still swaying to the fast song as she said, “I only show my tits for ten or more,” she said good-naturedly, laughing when Jen took out another five and held the two bills in the air.

Her chest bouncing from her good-natured laughing, she reached behind her, pulling on the top’s strings and releasing her breasts before Jen as she lifted the top over her head, her body swaying topless.

Without the confines of the bikini top, Mary’s breasts moved all over, as if having a mind of their own as she kept her hands in the air, bouncing her body to the club beat as Jen, also laughing, threw the bills on the stage.

Finally standing up—but not before she scooped up the two bills on the stage—Mary walked over to the other side of the stage and picked up a remote control, turning off the music.

“Some tip,” she grinned to her friend. “You owed me this for lunch last week,” she told to Jen, who laughed as Mary put her top back on.

“Why do you think they were so easy to get,” Jen chuckled at her friend. “I was going to pay you back today.”

“Of course you were,” Mary looked at her slyly, “now that you have such a high paying job. I assume those photographers outside were yours?” she asked.

“Not ‘mine’ per se, but yeah, they were there for me,” Jen groaned, telling Mary about the reporters at the airport, as well as their ambush today.

Mary looked at her in surprise. “He actually told a reporter to feel you up at the airport?” she stated, her face showing shock.

Jen nodded. “Yeah, and there’s a whole bunch of other shit I need to tell you about,” she said.

Mary smiled, saying, “Well, wait until Denise gets here—she called and said she would be an hour late, which shows you some things haven’t changed,” she laughed with Jen.

Then her face became serious as she looked at her. “But we DO need to talk,” she said to Jen. “And not with Denise, so let’s go out back,” she said.

Jen knew immediately Mary was talking about them going to the back loading dock. It was the girls’ private area, being in a gated alley so no ‘admirers’ could get to them, as well as being a place the girls could smoke and talk without prying ears. Although the back dock had a security camera, it did not have audio—it was mainly used to keep an eye on the back door when deliveries arrived—so all the girls used it as their own private area.

One the Third Day BEFORE Xmas...Teaser 10

So yesterday was a 3D Graphics day.  I pretty much immersed myself into that as every time I tried to touch Lapdancing 06 I just could not get my mind into it.  Although I did write a little, it was not much to take note, instead tweaking my latest 3D Xmas image.

I did have a couple comments from people somewhat miffed I have held off writing in Annie Babysits the Kids 08 and other chapters.  As I told them, unfortunately Lapdancing Girlfriend as had the biggest following in terms of feedback and input, so that is where my focus has been.  I have not given up on Annie, but I have over a half-dozen works in progress and I need to clean the plate a bit before then--and that has been Lapdancing Girlfriend.  That story has a set ending, and although my other works are suffering, in the long run it will allow me to devote more attention towards the next series I write...

So here's the next teaser of Lapdancing Girlfriend Chapter 06:

Unfortunately her diversionary tactics did not last long when she remembered her entire house was under surveillance--not only by the FBI, but Mr. DeWight as well—leading to her imagination roaming wild, knowing she was on display to whomever was watching.

The knowledge of being watched as she moved around her house naked fed into her exhibitionistic side, and she treated it like working at the club. Her steps were more pronounced, her movements more fluid, wanting show whomever was watching that even in ‘private’ she was sexy and desirable.

Once the house was cleaned—taking less time than she wanted due to her having been gone for a week—she spent time looking through her closet and drawers, now full of new clothes.

Her first impression was amazement, all the clothing was high quality, her recognizing several designer names. She had a small fortune in new clothing, even though she recalled Tim’s comment on how most—if not all—of the clothing had probably been provided without cost, it was a gold mine in apparel.

Similar to the clothes provided at the hotel, all the items were obviously selected to maximize her curves and reveal her body. Being a stripper for so many years she had accumulated what she believed to be a large volume of ‘slutty’ clothes; however, now her entire wardrobe consisted of such, and she was once again amazed at the number of skimpy and sexy outfits provided to her.

Jen was also ashamed to admit she actually liked the selections of clothing, even knowing every item had been picked to show off her body to maximum appeal. Grudgingly she again admitted as bad as Mr. DeWight was morally, he definitely could pick out clothing to maximize a woman’s beauty.

She was somewhat saddened at the loss of some of her previous clothing items, many of the outfits picked by Dan, and her thoughts again turned to him, her thoughts of him like a lifeline anchoring her to sanity within her new life. There were a few items of clothing not removed—most being club outfits—and that small token of her past comforted her until she realized they remained because they were in line with Mr. DeWight’s image of her, remaining only because they showed her off.

Her new wardrobe was so extensive it was not until late in the evening when she took a break, making dinner—still practically naked due to her body’s continued arousal—before returning again to looking through her new clothing line.

Sifting through the new outfits was the best diversion she had from thinking about her body’s continued state of yearning, as what woman could pass up admiring new clothes and shoes given to her, even if they were intended to display and advertise her body.

Finally she decided to go to bed in the hopes sleep would once and for all calm her body’s desires.

Unfortunately she was wrong, as the constraints she had placed upon her subconscious when awake were completely removed in her sleep. Her dreams became filled with sexual imagery as the past week’s events once again played throughout her mind along with completely new and different scenarios where her body was used and degraded over and over.

In a half-sleep, half-awake mode, Jen’s body was on fire, heated by a sexual desire she could barely control awake; in her sleep unbridled lust ran rampant through her body like fever. She was vaguely aware waking up in the middle of the night feeling completely constrained and bound by her normal sleeping attire, quickly stripping off her lace chemise and boyshorts as well as throwing off her covers, keeping only a thin sheet upon her before forcing herself back to sleep, her mind sinking into unconsciousness and once again flooded by a morass of sexual perversion.

On the Fourth Day BEFORE Xmas...Teaser 9

Yesterday was somewhat of a bust.  Just didn't feel like doing anything.  I think it was the final decompression after spending five days compiling my friends/family Xmas virtual card.  I completed it late Thursday evening and yesterday just could not get interested in anything...graphics or writing.

Ended up just vegging on the couch and watching movies (Elysium was awful...what happens when you have great production and set, but the general story was just meh).

This morning diving full bore into it.  I am working on a special graphics card for this site, so I want that to be done by Xmas, LOL...but also working on Lapdancing 06.

Actually thought of yet ANOTHER twist for Lapdancing 06...it's turning into the chapter that was never planned, hehehe, because really, other than Diamond practicing for the syndication part and the actual syndication party, I had nothing planned.  And now I'm 85 pages (Word format) into it and haven't even gotten to the party yet!

So here is today's teaser of Lapdancing Girlfriend Chapter 06!

Jen smiled, confirming her suspicion.

“Well, I think it’s a good idea,” she said with more conviction. “Especially with all the shit going on now with my job, I think it would be good if we took a break. Then when we are finally together once and for all, everything will be new and as exciting as it was when we first met,” she said firmly.

“Wait a minute,” the agent said, no longer sleepy and now fully awake. “You’re telling me while you fuck around with any dick Mr. DeWight throws in front of you, you aren’t going to spend any time with me? You know, the man you plan to spend your life with?” he said.

“You don’t have to get vulgar about it,” she said, becoming slightly angry. “It’s only until we’re married,” she told him emphatically.

Once again her need to control even one small part of her life, to prevent even one aspect of the sexually depravity happening to her became her sole goal she nodded adamantly to the naked agent.

“I think especially now, more than ever, it’s a good idea,” she told him. “The last thing we need is for either of us mentally comparing what is happening to me working at DSA and have it interfere with our personal life. Particularly knowing what I will have to be doing I think it would be good not having either of us be thinking about what I was involved in when we’re together,” she said, trying to make her reasoning plausible not only to the FBI agent, but to those listening. “You are the one I want to spend my life with,” she said, picturing herself stating those words to Dan instead of Nick, “and I don’t want the shit going on to creep into that reality. Things should quiet down once we’re married so we can hopefully get back on track with our lives,” she told him. “But right now, things are just too overwhelming. Right now I’m a new commodity, and honestly, I need to come home to rest,” she told him.

In the back of her mind she was saddened at how true her words were—there was no telling what Mr. DeWight had in store for her, but she was helpless to control that. Having sex with the FBI agent was something she felt she could halt, allowing her home to once again becoming a safe haven away from the sexual assault her body receives.

Being able to control even this one aspect of her life was crucial to her. If Jen accepted the FBI agent’s advances, which she believed to be unnecessary, what did that say about her engagement to Dan and her oath of love for him? If she had the possibility to stop having sex from somebody it was her own moral imperative to do so.

“So you’re saying you don’t want to have sex with me,” the agent said, somewhat dejectedly.

The tone of the agent’s voice caused Jen to look at him in surprise. Surely he could not be so self-absorbed to think this was about him, she thought. Yet as she looked at the computer geek and saw his downhearted face she realized it was the truth.

“I did not say that,” she smiled, sitting down next to him on the bed. “I just think we should take it easy for now, until things settle down and we can enjoy each other’s company forever,” she said, looking back at him.

On the Fifth Day BEFORE Xmas...Teaser 8

So worked quite a bit on Lapdancing 06 yesterday.  Rough draft hit 85 pages (Word format).  Have two major scenes and some filler to write, and then it's ready for a review.  I suddenly created yet ANOTHER twist that I never planned...it just started coming out as I typed, so that added even more "meat" to the story in terms of volume.  Not sure how long it's going to be...definitely not as long as Chapter 05 was, but it's getting up there.

Finished my virtual Xmas card for friends and family.  Now working on something special for all of you, the fans.  Obviously this one will be a bit more NSFW, LOL!  All said and told the "tame" version took a total of over 60 hours work; however, since the one for this site is based off that one, I'm hoping it will be done for a nice Xmas gift (I know, you want Chapter 06 to be a Xmas gift too, LOL).

Job interview went well, but unfortunately it was not for any specific position.  They said my resume was just too good to pass up and they wanted to talk to me as soon as possible.  There may be some positions opening up after the holidays, to they are contacting me after the New Year, so keeping my fingers crossed, but it's back to the trolling part  :-/  Not good new, not bad news, just is what it is...


So that's yesterday in a nutshell...so now that all the "fluff" is done, the part you are really here for, LOL...the next teaser for Lapdancing Girlfriend Chapter 06:

Mr. DeWight took another sip of his drink before turning to his computer, typing for a moment before he said, “You are correct I’ve also done my homework. Let’s see, you have been transferred—not merely reassigned but demoted each time—to three different cities in your fifteen year career. Portland is actually the first city you did not take a substantial pay cut, so I am going to assume you finally learned to see the signs of your demise and abandoned ship early. Although never formally charged for the other times, rumors say you had similar dealings with other dealers and businesses. Apparently you were smart enough not to get caught, but too dumb to not raise suspicion,” Mr. DeWight said.

Through her periphery she saw Agent Geiger shrug.

“What can I say,” the FBI agent replied. “Each city has taught me something new. As you said, I’ve never been formally accused of anything, and yes, I know what triggers suspicion and what does not; however, that is MY problem. I’m sure your ‘homework’ has also shown that in all of those cases none of my—shall we say ‘friends’ and associates—were ever implicated. I can offer you the same courtesy and discretion. It’s my reputation and job on the line, not yours, and as you have already deduced, , I can keep my tracks clean,” the agent said.

Diamond was surprised at how deep the FBI agent’s cover was to pass even Mr. DeWight’s obvious inspection. Then again, she had only met the man a few times, and each of those times he had manipulated her into sex. For all she knew, THIS was the real Agent Geiger, and his real impersonation was pulling the wool over the FBI’s eyes.

Not able to know what was real or not any longer, both she and the agent waited for Mr. DeWight’s reply.

It was soon forthcoming as Mr. DeWight stated, “Still, ten thousand dollars is a steep investment.”

Agent Geiger shrugged saying, “You own two clubs in this city—something which I might add is completely against your MO and has sent red flags to everybody looking at you as a person of interest—so the price is doubled, not only for the additional club, but the increased scrutiny you’ve caused. I can’t very well protect one club and not the other,” he told her boss. “As soon as somebody becomes suspicious of one, they will be watching both continuously. Twice the work,” he said with another shrug of his shoulders.

Mr. DeWight chuckled deep within his chest, finally saying, “Fair enough. And what about the other amenities you mentioned?” he asked.

Suddenly Diamond felt her body flush with heat as both men looked at her.

Once more the thought how much things had changed entered her mind. Even as early as yesterday if she had been on display—such as before each of the men working at the club—she would have been mortified, blushing in shame and embarrassment at their attention. Now, spread out as a trophy, she actually stuck her chest out even more, wanting the attention, being there solely to please the men before her.

“There’s only one thing I really want,” the FBI agent said as both men continued looking at her.

She realized he was talking about her, feeling a spasm of heat between her legs at being haggled over like a prized cow.

On The Sixth Day BEFORE Xmas...Teaser 7

Yesterday was somewhat a bust on writing.  Although I did a bit here and there, it was nothing that I would call major...barely getting 4 pages (Word format) written.  I just didn't feel it in my so other than doing a bit more revisions, slowly moved forward.

Spent most of my time playing around with my Xmas graphics, LOL.  Now I'm working on the minor tweaks, finding a stray shadow here, or a spot where two items are merging into each other so having to move them slightly.  It's almost done, but the biggest bitch I'm finding is lighting...lighting makes the image, and if it's not right, it's not worth the work, hehehe.  I have a fireplace, so have to make the lighting from it look natural.  Then there's a lamp that needs lighting, followed by some candles, etc.  It all adds up to the perfect shot...I'm almost there...

Anyways, that's all I've been doing the last day.  So here's your daily teaser of Lapdancing Girlfriend Chapter 06!

The barrage of questions pummeled Jen’s shocked mind as she was again blinded by a multitude of flashes coming from the Paparazzi—or Pornorazzi as Mr. DeWight had jokingly called them—and their questions.

Jen completely forgot about her issues with the taxi as she was once again beset by over a dozen reporters, all asking questions at once, each one trying to yell over his counterpart as they continued to take pictures of her.

This time Mr. DeWight was not there to save her, and for a moment she felt like a deer in the headlights until she recalled what she had been told by the Public Relations people at DSA Headquarters. Taking a deep breath realizing she could not make it into the club without going through the throng of reporters and answering at least a couple questions, she steeled herself for more embarrassment.

Raising a hand, she said loudly, “Gentlemen! Please, one at a time,” she told them. Looking at the first reporter she smiled and said, “You.”

Immediately the reporter asked her, “Miss Diamond, was Steel Rod’s dick the largest you ever had?”

Up until now Jen had only vaguely remembered Sean’s porn star name as she smiled, gathering her thoughts.

Finally she said, “The biggest? No, but it was definitely a nice tight fit,” she smiled and winked as she watched several reporters—those without tape recorders or phones—hastily write down her words.

Pointing to the next guy, he asked, “Is it true the scene wasn’t scripted for sex, but you demanded it for more realism?”

Jen blushed, recalling the frustrating attempts at getting the correct look while Melissa her photographer coached her, finally being penetrated by Sean who mistook her look. Immediately she felt her crotch warm up as she remembered the feel of his hard cock entering her.

She also wondered how the reporters got their information. Other than her and Sean, there were five other people present. She knew Melissa and Velvet would not have said anything; however, the more she thought of it, she suddenly comprehended many people at DSA would probably have seen the video by now, as Melissa had said it would be reviewed by an editorial department, the graphics would be cleaned up, and so forth.

Seeing the expectant looks of the reporters around her, she finally said, “It’s true it was not supposed to be a full penetration scene,” she eventually admitted. “But I admit I’m not a good actress, so we needed the realism to get the scene just right,” she finally said.

Answering several more questions mostly about her feelings for the tour, Jen finally made it to the club doors, feeling a wave of relief as she walked in, the reporters all staying outside even while she was again pummeled by flashes from their cameras and phones through the glass doors.

On the Seventh Day BEFORE Xmas...Teaser 6

So some brief updates...

Worked on Lapdancing 06 on and off again all yesterday.  Currently the chapter is around 78 pages (Word format)...which comes to around 10+ Literotica pages.  A new scene popped into my head as I was writing, so spent all day writing about it--which was NOTHING I had originally planned, but that's some of the enjoyment I get when writing and just letting my mind wander.  There actually is an interesting twist or two that I NEVER planned, hehehe, so it will be interesting to see people's reaction--which is also some of the fun.

Almost done with my 3D Graphics Xmas scene (clean version).  I had a minor set back when my Daz Studio crashed on me and lost 6 hours of work.  I had been taking saves after major changes; however, the crash corrupted my save!  Thankfully I had another save I had named different, but literally lost SIX HOURS of work.  Obviously pissed off, but what can I do but move forward.  Hoping to finish it today or tomorrow, but we'll see.  Immersing myself into the graphics is like entering a time warp...one minute it is noon, and the next time I look at the clock it's almost midnight!

Have a job interview this week...keeping my fingers crossed.  Actually surprised they are interviewing me so close to the holidays, but as the person who contacted me explained, "We read your resume and instantly thought 'Wow!' and wanted to contact you as soon as possible."  Praying it works out as things are now getting tight, so we'll see.


So that's it, the day in the life of DocCIS Author, hehehe.  So without any more boring details, I will leave you with today's Xmas teaser of Lapdancing Girlfriend Chapter 06!

After hearing Mr. DeWight’s speech twice now—more if you counted the girls’ rendition—Diamond immediately lowered her hand to her crotch before Mr. DeWight could even said a word. She was familiar enough now what he demanded of her, so without hesitation slowly inserted three fingers into her core, gasping out loud as her entire pussy heated up.

She silently groaned in the realization of still having an excess of the gel upon her hand, the warming action now suffusing her entire cunt as she began moving her hand in and out, her hips suddenly bucking wildly as she fucked herself with her hands.

The entire time she stared straight into the DJ’s eyes, a deep dark place in her mind wanting to give each man his own personal experience of her masturbating, her orgasms private to each man.

When this third orgasm hit her it was with the force of a punch to the gut, her scream of pleasure unconstrained as her hips lunged up wildly against her hand, her fingers and hand now completely soaked with her release.

Without realizing it, she reached up with her other hand, grasping her left breast roughly and pinching her nipple between two fingers lick a clamp as she stared into George’s eyes.

Her body quivering with her release, she heard Mr. DeWight tell George he was luckier than the other guys, this being the most intense orgasm she had yet today.

As George got up and left, Diamond slumped back into the couch, her hand still buried in her pussy as her vaginal muscles continued to clamp down upon her fingers.

She only removed her hand when Mr. DeWight handed her another glass of champagne, quickly downing the drink as he sat back down at his desk.

And then Gregg came into the room.

Gregg was probably the closest person in terms of friendship to Dan than any of the other men working at the club. Dan had developed a special relationship, as Gregg was primarily the one manning the security cameras, so when Dan watched her perform in the VIP room on the nights he visited her at the club, they came into contact with each other often. Diamond recalled it had been Gregg warning Dan about Mr. DeWight and what could happen with her if Dan left her near the man.

As the large bouncer walked into the room and looked at her, she was taken aback seeing nothing but contempt in his eyes. After her last intense orgasm she was sprawled out on the chaise couch, her legs spread wide open, her body covered in oil, and she knew from the wetness still on her hand her crotch was soaked with her fluids. It dawned upon her that Gregg’s opinion of her—based upon his friendship with Dan—had lowered her to the equivalent of a backstabbing, gold-digging, slut.

She did not know what Dan had told him about their situation—or even if he had said anything—but she knew from that moment on Gregg’s view of her was even less than Mr. DeWight’s, although unlike Mr. DeWight, his contempt repugnance was limited solely to her.

The Eighth Day BEFORE Xmas...Teaser 5

Well, slowly moving along with Lapdancing 06. Spent most of today like Sunday creating an image for a Holidays Greeting virtual card.  Once I'm finished, I may do a special one for all you fans (nudge nudge, wink wink).

Anyways, only had bits of moments here and there to work on the chapter, but at this point any progress is good.  So here you go, Teaser 5 of Lapdancing Girlfriend Ch. 06!

Jen tried to push such thoughts out of her mind as she soaped and cleaned herself off; however, her mind was less compliant, continuing to relive the experience. Her already primed libido caused her body to react to her memories, becoming once again aroused as her pulse began to pound and her breathing became shallower. The sensation of her soapy hands moving across her body sensually was no help.

Suddenly coming to her senses, Jen pushed her carnal thoughts from her mind. She needed to stay true to Dan! Although she may not be able to stop the debauchery brought upon her physically, she did not need to dwell upon what was happening and let it poison her mind. Instead Jen turned her thoughts to Dan, picturing him in her mind, remembering all the good times together and how all this was for them to be together once and for all.

Her thoughts brought a tremendous sense of longing, once again wishing she could see him, talk with him, and give herself freely to him.

These thoughts got her through her shower—even while douching to clean up after the FBI agent she maintained her concentration, body involuntarily reacting in arousal as the nozzle slide into her canal.

Jen cursed to herself for such a simple procedure triggering a sexual response. But she refused to dwell upon it, once more pushing such thoughts from her mind.

Finished cleaning, she stepped out of the shower, allowing the cool air to wash across her naked body, letting it dampen her desire as she finally toweled off.

Once dry, Jen sat down in front of her vanity, going through the familiar mechanical motions of applying make-up. Although she was not working at the club until after her tour, Jen still wanted to look her best. There was always a chance one of the girls might call in sick, and if she needed to be a replacement, she might as well be ready. And even though there was plenty of make-up at the club, she always felt odd leaving the house without it—particularly when her more expensive make-up was kept at home or in her purse. She may love all the girls at the club like sisters, but several of them were not the most trustworthy.

As her hands went through the familiar motions of applying make-up, Jen’s mind turned towards what to wear. Most of the girls wore club outfits for practice sessions even on their nights off, as it allowed them to get to know how the outfits moved when they danced, particularly shoes which were hazardous on stage if you were not familiar with them. Thinking about her new wardrobe, Jen realized she needed to ‘break in’ a lot of new clothes.

While she was like most women and flattered to have a completely new wardrobe, it once again reminded her how much her life had changed in only a week’s time.

Done with her make-up, Jen got up and opened her closet, looking through her new wardrobe. Her mind could barely come to grips at the magnitude of new clothing she now owned, thumbing through the hangers in her closet before turning and opening her overflowing dresser drawers. All the clothing had been neatly hung or folded as if she herself had put the clothes in their place, and she was momentarily bothered such a small yet private thing in her life had been performed by somebody else—yet one more aspect of her life she no longer controlled.

Brief site update...

As I mentioned in my last post, I discovered an issue with the "Show/Hide" buttons with all the teasers.  It seems if you were on the main page (with multiple buttons), clicking ANY button only revealed the most recent...unless you clicked the subject header of the post and it opened to a new page, you could not look back on older posts.

My apologies on that...I didn't read the "fine print" on the site I got the HTML code from that in order to have multiple "spoilers" on one page, you had to rename the tag ID's of each post.

I've gone through all the posts and fixed them, so everything should be working from now on, now that I know what I need to do.

It wasn't a major issue, but could be frustrating if you saw that behavior...but again, everything is fixed now!

The Ninth Day BEFORE Xmas...Teaser 4

So one thing I discovered is the HTML code I am using does not differentiate between one button from one post to another.  So if you are on the main page with several buttons, only the most recent post will "unhide."  My apologies for that...as I just discovered it and you have to click the title of each post so it opens in a separate page and then "unhide" the text you want to read.

Of course, that only happens if you want to read a post older than the most recent in case you noticed it.

That being said, I found the fix, so will be editing each of the other posts...but wanted you to be aware of it while I do so as it will take a few minutes to edit and update each one...



So I clicked the random number generator and voila...LOL.  I wondered if this would happen over the course of the two weeks I was posting teasers...so it may look a bit familiar.  There are slight differences due to some editing, so enjoy! ;)

Without further ado, the next teaser for Lapdancing Girlfriend Chapter 06!

“Well what did you think she was doing last week?” Mary asked with a laugh around a mouthful of her own lunch. “Not only was she spamming us with e-mails to make strippers around the world be better persons and safe for humanity, but she was probably getting laid left and right!” Mary laughed. Swallowing her mouthful of salad, she looked at Jen asking, “So how was he? Is it true porn acting is all non-emotional shit and more of a chore?”

Seeing Jen’s face blush in embarrassment even further, Mary burst out laughing.

“Oh my God! Did you get off?” she asked inquisitively.

Once again Jen’s reddening betrayed her, only now not on her face, but her entire body flushed heatedly as Mary once more began laughing.

“Oh fuck, I HAVE to watch this movie! When is it released?” she laughed.

“Oh God,” Jen replied, almost choking on her own lunch as she covered her head in the palms of her hands completely mortified. “I need to crawl into a hole somewhere and die,” she said through her hands to both girls’—to their obvious amusement and delight.

Continuing their teasing, Denise said, “Well, what did you expect? To make a porn movie and NOT have people watch it?” she laughed. “You wouldn’t be a very good porn star if that was your goal!” she grinned. “And besides, if you can’t fuck in front of your best friends, who can you fuck in front of,” she laughed.

“So when is it released?” Mary asked once more, looking at Jen intently.

Suddenly Jen remembered Mr. DeWight’s earlier request.

“Shit,” she muttered recalling her day was not over just yet. “Mr. DeWight wanted to screen the damn thing with me before it was released,” she explained to them. “I guess I need to go see what else I’ve gotten myself into,” she laughed with her friends, although she was beginning to get nervous.

Knowing she could only put off the inevitable for so long, she got up as Mary looked at her and said, “Well, if it’s as hot as I’m sure it will be, you need to make sure that bastard doesn’t take advantage of you getting all hot and bothered like he did to me,” she warned, all trace of mirth gone from her voice.

Immediately Denise became alert, asking what she meant. It was obvious from her expression Mary had not told her what had happened between Dan and Mr. DeWight, and Jen gave an apologetic look to Mary, who simply shrugged.

So while Mary talked to their blonde friend, Jen excused herself and made her way back to Mr. DeWight’s office.

Entering the manager’s office after knocking, Jen saw Mr. DeWight talking on the phone, closing the door quietly behind her as he waved her in.

“I’ll be with you in a moment Diamond,” he told her while covering the receiver with his hand. “Make yourself comfortable,” he said as he turned his attention back to the telephone.

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The Tenth Day BEFORE Xmas...Teaser 3

So yesterday was a good writing day.  Things just kept flowing and the Lapdancing 06 kept growing.  It's up to 70 pages (Word format) and I would say at this point it's probably 50% or more complete.  There are really only three major scenes PLANNED.  I stress planned because as I've mentioned before, stray thoughts always seem to come in and scenes I never plan may come to light and be written.  There's actually one scene I've been toying with when to introduce, and it may end up here...we'll see.

So far the two teasers have perked a lot of guessing...none of which have been right on, LOL, but that is part of the fun, hehehe.  Particularly not knowing which scene happened first...

Without further jibber jabber...here's the next excerpt from Lapdancing Girlfriend Ch. 06:

And then Jen’s mind went blank as she let out a guttural groan as Nick pushed his hips forward, his once-again hardened cock sliding up the back of her leg and parting her slit, sliding fully into her core!

Jen’s mind felt like it had been shorted out like an electrical circuit board, but even as her mind went blank, her body knew exactly what to do as her previous arousal once again came to the forefront.

She groaned, letting out a punctual grunt as Nick slowly pulled back and then slammed his cock fully into her from behind. Grasping her breast tightly, he began moving his hips, sliding his cock in and out of her pussy.

“You agreed no more sex,” she groaned, her mind at odds with the fantastic feeling of the agent inside of her and their previous discussion.

In shame and contradiction to her words, she began moving her hips in rhythm with the agent's thrusts, her body meeting his own in a now familiar dance.

Jen grunted again as the FBI agent slammed into her, her ass cheeks vibrating from the vigorous thrust as he told her, “I said I would agree to no more sex after we set a date. We have yet to do that, so I am taking advantage of the situation,” he chuckled.

Before Jen could reply the agent rolled his body forward, turning her onto her stomach and pinning her body to the bed, his body on top of hers and still connected by his cock.

Jen let out a scream of ecstasy into the pillow her face was now buried in as the young man began vigorously thrusting into her over and over, the loud ‘slap-slap-slap’ of his body upon her own filling the room as he fucked her mercilessly.

As much as her mind rebelled against another sexual encounter with the FBI agent, her body gave in shamelessly. Barely aware of her actions her ass thrusted back, meeting each of the agent’s thrusts, her pussy eagerly grasping the shaft of flesh within it.

One thing Dan had discovered long ago was although it may take a while for Jen to get sexually aroused, once she reached that peak it took even longer for her to come down from it. Even half a day could go by and her body would have succumbed to the agent’s carnal assault—it having been less than an hour, her body easily gave in, welcoming this next invasion of the FBI agent’s long cock into her.

Jen could only lie there, her body slammed into the mattress over and over as the FBI agent used her mercilessly. It was not long before her mind gave in, forgetting their agreement, forgetting her desire for control; there was no question to anybody listening to her screams they were those of pleasure, not rebuttal or violation as she was ruthlessly fucked, the man’s hard member driving into her repeatedly until all she could focus on was the building orgasm looming up within her.

When the orgasms released and collided within her, Jen’s entire body began shaking uncontrollably, shivering and convulsing from the multiple releases coursing through her, causing her to have no command or control of her body—and still the FBI agent continued his violation of her, his cock pummeling into her over and over.

Hmmmm...I believe somebody was saying the previous teasers were too mild...looks like luck was in favor of you today ;)

Uploaded Image Library...

A little something extra...particularly for those avoiding reading Lapdancing 06 excerpts...I've added a few more images to the Lapdancing 06 image library (slideshow to the right).

I usually upload pictures when I find some that are of inspiration...and each of these outfits are described in Lapdancing 06...but I'll leave it up to your imagination for who, what, when and where, LOL.  Who knows, for those reading the excerpts of Chapter 06, it may be one of the random pages.  Then again, you all may have to just wait until it's release, LOL.

Already up to 66 pages rough draft...today have been busy writing!  Not promising anything, but I'm hoping for a Xmas present for everybody...or at the very latest New Year's.  Then again, have family coming the week of Xmas and New Year's, so if it's not done by the holidays, chances are it will be later in January...

The Eleventh Day BEFORE Xmas...Teaser 2

So the first teaser, for those that read it, brought on quite a bit of speculation--which is exactly what I was hoping it would do.  What led to that moment?  What was being referred to in the past?  In the present?  What had Diamond gotten herself into?

None of those questions were answered, LOL...and so for those who choose not to read the teaser, none of the above is anything of a spoiler.

So, to fuel the fire and appease the curious (although it sounds like people are getting even more frustrated only getting a glimpse, LOL), here is the second excerpt from Lapdancing Girlfriend Chapter 06!

Before you click that button, I am going to warn you this next scene brings about what I would consider a 'big' spoiler, so am obligated to warn you if you do not want to know too much of the actual PLOT of the story...you might want to abstain your curiosity, hehehe....

Jen knew this conversation was being monitored by not only by Mr. DeWight, but the FBI, and she hoped the computer techie would not seem too needy to his peers. She realized she needed to not only affirm her control, but also somehow stroke the agent’s ego.

“So you won’t have sex with me, but you still are going to fuck whatever guy you are told to in front of a camera?” he asked angrily. “I don’t see how I should be the one punished for being in a relationship with you while some stranger can have his way with you,” he spat at her.

Jen was confused, uncertain if the agent was playing along with their cover or genuinely asking for his own sake. If he was playing along, then he was certainly believable; however, by his statement and stance she felt sorry for the man, believing he was truly upset.

She smiled and looked at the agent for a long time before replying, hoping he would understand the simple truth.

“You know there’s nothing I can do about that,” she finally told him. “You yourself have read the contract, and although it seems completely illegal to be able to bind me into a contract where I am forced to have sex and be nothing more than a sexual plaything, the language is pretty clear I have to follow Mr. DeWight’s ‘artistic direction’ without refusal. Even if the contract were taken to court and I say he is forcing me to have sex against my will until I’m blue in the face, the bottom line is I signed a contract to be a porn actress, and there is no misunderstanding or ambiguity as to what that role implies,” she said with some exacerbation, voicing the words she had been thinking to her own self all this week. “I cannot control anything he does,” she said hopelessly, once again looking directly at the agent, “but I need some control. Please. Let’s do this,” she said, “for me.”

She stared at the agent for a long time until he finally closed his eyes. She knew his male ego would have to take the hit, as any reason for the FBI agent to disagree to her request would be frowned upon by the agency.

Then the agent opened his eyes and smiled as he said, “OK, I’ll agree to it if that is your wish,” he said pleasantly, his sudden change in demeanor causing her to wonder if he were actually acting the part of her fiancé. “The last thing I want to do is upset my bride-to-be,” he told her with another smile as Jen sighed in relief, but then he continued. “But this is not going to be an open-ended agreement. You said yourself when we talked about this last time it was in preparation for us getting married, so if we’re going to do this, let’s set a date here and now,” he smiled.

“What!” Jen exclaimed, her eyes widening in surprise at the agent’s statement.

“I’m willing to give in to this ‘no sex’ thing,” he told her with a grin, “but I’m not going to sit around forever while you get your share of strange cock on the side each time you go to work,” he told her. “If you want us to abstain, then you need to set a date so I know when I’ll have my fiancée back,” he grinned at her.

“That’s not fair,” Jen said in protest.

The man’s request was a complete shock. Of course, if they were really engaged, the request was not unreasonable, particularly under the circumstances to which she had given her own excuse. Once again she saw how the lines of her make believe world and real world crossed and intersected into grey areas

The Twelfth Day BEFORE Xmas...Teaser 1

As mentioned yesterday, I am posting random excerpts from the current writing of Lapdancing 06 for those who wish a peek into what is in store for Diamond.  One thing to note is these are RANDOM excerpts (you can read the blog post on how I've chosen them below) so they may be chronologically out of order, as well as a small probability of them being repeat posts.

I've edited the HTML/CSS code of the site to allow for "hidden" text.  For those that wish to read the spoilers, simply click the button...for those that don't want to read them, resist the temptation to click the button!  (I'm reminded of that old Internet advertisement "smack/slap/click the monkey" to get people to click on it, hehehe.)

For those that read it, remember this is in ROUGH DRAFT form...I haven't re-read a lot of this, so there are undoubtedly typo's, mispellings, and whatnot. I DO value comments/criticisms; however, if you are going to post corrections or such, please make sure you do NOT post spoilers in the Comments section to be considerate to those wanting to wait.  You can e-mail me though here if you wish to help with the editing or offer suggestions for the chapter...which again, is appreciated!


So enough with the "fine print"...here is the first glimpse of Lapdancing Girlfriend Chapter 06 (click the Show/Hide Button below):

Seeing Jen’s face blush in embarrassment even further, Mary burst out laughing. “Oh my God! Did you get off?” she asked inquisitively.

Seeing Jen’s further reddening of not only her face but her entire body, Mary once more began laughing.

“Oh fuck, I HAVE to watch this movie when it’s released,” she laughed.

“Oh God,” Jen replied, covering her head in the palms of her hands, completely mortified. “I need to crawl into a hole somewhere and die,” she told both girls’ to their obvious amusement.

Continuing their teasing, Denise said, “Well, what did you expect? To make a porn movie and NOT have people watch it?” she laughed. “And if you can’t fuck in front of your friends, who can you fuck in front of,” she laughed.

“So when is it released?” Mary asked, looking at Jen intently.

Suddenly Jen remembered Mr. DeWight’s earlier request.

“Shit, Mr. DeWight wanted to screen it with me before it was released,” she told them. “I guess I need to go see what else I’ve gotten myself into,” she laughed with her friends, knowing she could only put off the inevitable for so long.

Mary looked at her and said, “Well, if it’s as hot as I’m sure it will be, you need to make sure that bastard doesn’t take advantage of you watching it like he did me,” she warned.

Immediately Denise became alert, asking what she meant. It was obvious from her expression she had not told Denise what had happened between her, Dan, and Mr. DeWight and Jen gave an apologetic look to Mary, who simply shrugged.

So while Mary talked to their blonde friend, Jen excused herself and made her way back to Mr. DeWight’s office.

Entering the manager’s office after knocking, Jen saw Mr. DeWight talking on the phone, closing the door behind her as he waved her in.

“I’ll be with you in a moment Diamond,” he told her while covering the receiver with his hand. “Make yourself comfortable,” he said as he turned his attention back to the telephone.

Jen walked into the office, the stiletto heels of her boots sinking into the plush carpeting as she sat down in one of the leather seats in front of Mr. DeWight’s desk.

“Sergey, I don’t give a shit what the fucking weather is like or how difficult some goddamn customs agent is, get it done,” he was saying.

Jen wondered if it were the same Sergey she had met at her debut party Friday evening, her body suddenly flushing in embarrassment as she recalled the man’s blatant touch upon her. Her mind flashed back to his hand sliding beneath her skirt, his rough palm moving across her ass to cup her crotch, and his pleased laugh as he realized she had been wet with desire.

Jen’s face warmed as she realize her body was becoming excited at the memory, her mind vividly recalling the Russian man’s touch.

YES! It finally has happened!!!!

I am so excited...no, I did not get a job yet...still keeping my finger's crossed for that one. But I am excited about something else.  After over THREE YEARS of writing Lapdancing Girlfriend, I finally have gotten to use the phrase that has been in the back of my mind since Day 1:

A Lap Dance Is So Much Better When The Stripper Is Crying!

LOL, I guess that is a teaser of sorts...  ;)

The Twelve Days of Christmas...

So everybody has been asking for teasers on Lapdancing 06.  I mentioned yesterday I had actually written almost 25 pages (Word format) of the story...and today it looks like it's grown even more.  I'm currently up to 50 pages (rough draft, Word format) of Lapdancing 06 and was trying to think of a good teaser.

And then it hit me...the Twelve Days of Christmas!

Starting tomorrow, I will use a random number generator based upon the total number of pages currently written each day on Lapdancing 06 (again, in Word format, Calibri 11 font), and will post that page on the site for your perusal!

Now, a few things I want to say:

• Please don't post the text on any other sites.  This is a ROUGH DRAFT and there will be spelling errors, grammar errors, and even words that don't make any sense, LOL...but I would appreciate comments and corrections, as it will ultimately save me some time reviewing it, hehehe.  
• Understand I will be posting these pages RANDOMLY, so they probably will be completely OUT OF ORDER.  You will undoubtedly get some spoilers reading something late into the chapter one day, and then early in the chapter the next day...but oh well.  
• I am copying exactly what is on the page, so it may start off right in the middle of a sentence and without you knowing what is even going on and totally out of context, hehehe.  So keep that in mind...
• Through pure random chance, there is the possibility of posting the same page twice, or even less likely, more than twice.  Again, this is going to be RANDOM, so we'll roll with the punches.
• To keep things fun, I will NOT be saying what page I am posting, LOL.  So you really won't know what scenes are in what chronological order, hehehe.  It may end up being completely obvious, but we might as well have some fun!
• Finally, if you don't want to know what's going on and want to wait until the final revision is released, I will be posting the pages in BLACK so they blend in with the background...that way you will have to highlight the text to read it (or cut and paste somewhere).  That will allow me to post updates and such for people and still leave things in suspense.  Of course, I know what horny dogs and wenches many of you are, so I have a feeling my efforts will be in vain  ;)

So get prepared for tomorrow's post, and MERRY XMAS!  :p

More Diamond!

So just a brief update from Monday.  Have been working on both Lapdancing 06 as well as my 3D Graphics.  I've gotten through a ton of images...although I'm still not done with all of them  :/  I find I have a butt-load of characters, hehehe.

Also have written at least 25 pages (Word format, approximately 3-4 Literotica pages) for Lapdancing 06.  I'm still working on the Sunday after...that's probably the busiest day other than the party...so hoping I can get through the rest of the week by the weekend.  Then it's the party, a full review, and I'm hoping to get Chapter 06 out before the New Year  :p  Again, no promises, as who knows what will happen before now and then, but so far I've been on a pretty good roll of writing...

As a side note, if you didn't notice, I've added a few more pictures to the Teasers for Lapdancing 06 as well  ;)

Just woke up, and a new scene popped into my head!

I've mentioned how sometimes I get a sudden idea for a story in that half-awake/half-asleep moment early in the morning when I'm trying to decide if I should close my eyes for another hour or so, or actually get my ass out of bed and start the day.

This morning was typical of that, and as I mulled over Diamond's adventures in my mind, cementing the scenes I thought of earlier this week, I came up with ANOTHER twist!  It came to me as I was going over the aftermath of Diamond's syndication party.  A lot is going to be happening that night, but instead of dwelling upon that, I was looking ahead and thinking how she would feel the morning after.

Then it hit me.  A girl feeling remorse over what she had been forced to do the night before, flying back home with her two best friends.  Obviously the other girls would be sympathetic to her saddened mood, and what better way to cheer everybody up than a "girl's night" with pizza, ice cream, sexy lingerie...and who knows what else!


Three words:  Diamond, Kitten, Crystal   ;)


Doubt that scene will be in Ch. 06...I plan on ending the chapter with her syndication party.  So expect the first scene of Ch. 07 to be this one!

Meanwhile yesterday I literally spent all day working on models for my 3D Graphics "screening."  I got through 38 female models, which comes to 114 renders I created (three each)...which was a total of NINETEEN HOURS my nose was buried in 3D Graphics.  In between that I was also adding two pages to Lapdancing 06, as well as searching the Interwebs for more music to go into the chapters.  AND I even did more job searching and found a couple possible leads...

So altogether it was a busy Monday!

A bit of writing, a bit of graphics, a whole lot of Diamond

This weekend besides all the snow in the Washington, DC area I was a busy body.  First, FINALLY after three months I finally finished installing all the graphics packages I've been downloading.  In between that, been writing more of Lapdancing 06, and now that I finally got all the graphics packages loaded, have been loading and screenshotting all the female characters so I can pick all the characters for the illustrated Lapdancing series.

So yeah, been a lot of Diamond!

I came up with an idea that builds off the twist I thought of last week...so there's a bit more humiliation involved...and there's a method to it from Mr. DeWight's aspect.  If you do something long enough, it starts to become "normal"  ;)

Graphics-wise, have been loading models, tweaking them, and then rendering them...which is what I've started doing months ago.  The idea is once I get images of each female model, I can go through them and start to weed out the ones I don't like and keep the ones I do...ultimately picking a couple that would be perfect for Diamond, Annie, etc.  It's sort of like a screentest, hehehe.  Eventually I'll have the perfect girl!

So yeah, busy weekend in regards to Diamond  ;)

Setting the mood...

Several people have asked in the past what sets the mood for me to sit down and write...and as I was pouring a glass of wine (hey, it's after noon and I'm unemployed...I can drink, hehehe) I figured I would share.

Obviously my mental mood comes into play, but there are things I do that also help me get my thoughts in order and write...

First I need the place to myself.  Although there have been times I've written with other people around the house, I can't really truly relax unless I'm alone.  This is difficult particularly around the holidays with family around for obvious reasons, so if I don't get much writing done in the next two weeks, it won't be until after New Year's I will once again have some time to myself.

Secondly, I find I am more prone to write in the mornings when I first wake up.  There are times where a story is so much in my head I actually think about it in that time between sleeping and just waking up, so I find once I make my morning coffee/tea (depending on my mood), I'll dive into writing first thing in the morning.  That's not a hard and fast rule, but it's consistent, and if I start in the morning, I'll typically go throughout the day.

Sometimes I'll play music...particularly if I'm writing about a dance scene.  I'll often play the soundtrack of a particular scene over and over as I write just to make sure the music is in synch with the story, but I'll also play random music to set the mood.  Other times, like right now, I'll pour a glass of wine as I'm writing...or maybe some Bailey's or Grey Goose on the rocks.  I don't drink often (this is actually the first drink I've had in probably 2 months), but I find it not only 'free's my mind' so to speak, but also curbs things when I'm on a particularly hot scene, hehehe.  ;)  I remember one session writing Lapdancing 05 where I was up for 24 hours, drank 3 bottles of merlot, and had the speakers blaring music the entire time...although such marathon sessions are far and few in between!

Also, I typically don't just sit down and write and solely write.  Instead, I often multitask, or at least, change things up.  Even now as I'm writing Lapdancing 06 I'm also unzipping/installing graphics packages, looking through e-mail, checking the news, alt-tabbing to Word to write a few paragraphs before bouncing back to something else...all while the television is providing background noise (Comedy Central or History channel are the two most common).

Just thought I'd share as I procrastinate looking for a job some more, LOL  ;)

Just the facts ma'am...

Wanted to thank Smiling Coyote for compiling the stats of Diamond's sexual accomplishments through Chapter 05...now that's a fan!  ;)

Below is the link to the spreadsheet they have graciously compiled to give an idea of what Diamond has been through (as well as what may happen in the future, LOL).

https://docs.google.com/spreadsheet/ccc?key=0AowrEaaJ4kcedEdoWl9nak9LYTVucnZFX2dkam56bHc&usp=sharing

How's that for fan-dom!  :p

Lapdancing 06...my mind is getting the better of me!

So I write for my own enjoyment.  I've said that many times, but being as I'm not getting paid for writing (although I am still considering illustrated versions of my stories for purchase), I write when I feel like it.  Lapdancing 05 was the closest I came to having a 'deadline' as soft as it was, as I promised it to be out by a specific time; however, the time crunch was way too much pressure for something that is a hobby.

As such, I write when the mood hits me...and I keep writing until that mood is...uh...over, hehehe.  I get turned on by my own stories so sometimes I need a break between sessions to calm down ;)

The reason I admit this is why Lapdancing 06 is taking so long...I've hit a few spots with the new twists that are keeping my mind racing, LOL...so trying to break up writing sessions so I don't get a head of myself  ;)

But I have to admit, the new twist is pretty hot...   :p  In fact, I've known about the rest of the storyline for so long, the twist is actually more exciting than the party, which I have been planning for over a year, LOL...although I'm sure that will change when I get to that point.  Right now, I'm still on the Sunday after her week at HQ.  Diamond is off to the club to practice with Kitten and Crystal...as well as some unknown degradation at the hands of Mr. DeWight!

Lapdancing 06 - sometimes I wonder about myself...

So I was sitting drinking my morning tea and actually going through Cyber Monday sales when a sudden thought occurred to me on a plot twist in Lapdancing 06.  It's one of those "new" things that I never thought of, and now that I did, it's pretty damn obvious, hehehe.

As such, Lapdancing 06 is taking on an interesting twist that will be followed in probably several more chapters.

For those concerned about Diamond's virtue, I'm afraid to say that this plot twist will pretty much exterminate it...so if you had some thoughts about her not being even more exploited than she already has been, I'm afraid to let the cat out of the bad that it only gets worse  ;)  As if she couldn't have been degraded any more than I already planned, this new twist goes even further, LOL!

Since I know you are all chomping at the bit, here's a hint at the new twist.  What is Diamond's one secret?  And who knows about it?  And if a hot porn actress asks you to keep a secret, what incentive would you guess to be asked to keep that secret?  :p  A whole new realm of possibilities just opened up!

Needless to say, Lapdancing 06 is growing out of hand like Lapdancing 05 did, hehehe...

Happy Thanksgiving (US)...

Happy Thanksgiving to all of those celebrating it today!  Hope your holidays are enjoyable.

Me, I decided to stay home this Turkey Day.  One reason is saving costs on traveling, as all of my family are several states away, but the other is to give some time to writing and 3D graphics this weekend.  I've been only doing bits and pieces here and there, spending more time gaming than writing and such, so giving this 4-day weekend a focus on my stories.

Anyways, wanted to wish everybody happy holidays and hopefully I'll have something to report about after this weekend  ;)

Lapdancing Ch. 06 moving along...

It's amazing how a week can slip by.  Have worked mostly on Lapdancing 06 and playing computer games, LOL.

In terms of Lapdancing, as I've mentioned in the past it is often surprising how scenes can just develop and pop into my mind without planning.  I've now outlined two scenes with Diamond that were not originally planned for the chapter and simply materialized as I was writing.  Not sure how long that will make the chapter, but I knew there would be a couple scenes that would arise from nowhere into the chapter, LOL.

Both scenes once again show Mr. DeWight's power over Diamond, as well as her body's betrayal and enjoyment at what she is asked to do.  I don't want to spoil it for everybody, but I think a lot of people will like one of the scenes as it has been one of the bigger requests so far from Feedback (and that's all the hint you get, LOL!)...

So some people have noticed...

Yesterday posted some Lapdancing 06 teaser pictures.  I'm not far into the story, so there's not a lot that has inspired me that I've written about yet, but some people have already noticed them, hehehe.

Right now I'm just in the beginnings of Sunday following her week at the corporate headquarters.  She's woken up and gotten dressed...and there are already two sex scenes, hehehe.  In the club I plan on at least two more scenes...and we're not even through the week to her syndication party!

So there are you're teasers for now  ;)

Graphics stuff....

M Crawford made a comment that I wanted to expand upon, as I wasn't happy with my reply, hehehe.

In case many haven't noticed, I'm pretty anal with my work.  Sometimes that is good, as it gets the best quality of work out of me; however, sometimes it is bad, as it can take a long time for something to get published.  That not only pertains to my writings and stories, but also the graphics I work on.

There are three things that actually take time when I'm working on my graphics.  The first is just plain shopping.  Not only do you have to find a model (male or female) that you like, but you also have to find the poses.  Although you can pose the models yourself, sometimes it's more than awkward as the physics of the models don't necessarily comply.  For example, trying to move just a finger on the model can cause her to bend in half, her head fly to the side, and completely distort the model--so typically you find a pose package you like and then try to make small modifications to it.

But not only do you need to find the model, but also the hair, the outfits, the nail polish, the shoes, the skin textures, the make-up.  It gets to be quite an endeavor.  And let's not forget making the scene.  For example, I have several strip club scenes, but none of them are 'just right' so you take pieces of one into another, moving things around, until it's just right

And then, once you have all the textures, materials, and whatnot for the model, you have the camera angles and lighting to consider.  Lighting makes a HUGE difference--and I would even say is the most important aspect of any render.

So once you find everything you like and buy it, you end up having to put it all together in the graphics program.  Whether using Daz3D Studio or Poser, it's all the same.

Finding the right model is the next part of my anal tendencies, LOL.  Not only do you import her, but then you have to play around with her skin, her make-up, etc.  You have to adjust her face--eyes (not only color, but placement on the head, tilt, eye lashes and brows, pupil size, iris size,), make-up, nose, lips, smile, teeth.  Then you adjust other body parts--breasts (size, angle, droop, placement), nipples (size, placement, perkiness), aureola, arms, hands, legs, feet.  It can take HOURS to get her looking how you want.

And then you pose her, bring in facial expressions, bring in lighting, camera angles, scenery.

And even when everything is all done, you find after you render it into an image it's nothing like you wanted, so you go back and play around with the lighting, coloring, etc.

Making a single image can take HOURS or even DAYS.  The image I made of the girl laying down and the other girl's shoe on her head took me about a week to make, and that I already had the image in my head (was working off an actual photograph) and it was a close-up.

To make matters worse, not everything you purchase ends up being what you expect.  When artists advertise their models/clothes/whatever, they demonstrate them in the optimal circumstances.  There have been several times I've spent money on models only to find I can never get them to look like what the advertisements showed.  As such, I've gone to "trying before buying" many models and such.  I don't promote piracy, but a lot of times I'll download pirated copies of a model and if she's what I like and will use, only then will I purchase it.  I will NEVER post anything online that I do not legally own, but because many things are made for Poser and I use Daz, or vice versa, it's often nice to have the bits and pieces to see how they come out first before investing in them.

So I have a bunch of downloaded models, clothes, etc. that I have to install, and then play around with.

So yeah, it just takes time.  Not having a job at the moment gives me at least some time to play with things, but a lot of the work is just monotonous playing around with files and such before I even get into the graphics program, LOL.

What I end up doing is having Word with Lapdancing 06 open, as well as two views of folders of my downloads.  I'll unzip and install several packages, then go into writing, then go back to the files, and bounce back and forth.  It breaks up the monotony of one, but definitely prolongs writing the chapter.

Just wanted to share a bit of what I've been doing...a lot of it is monotonous work that will pay off in the end, but right now there is little to show for it....but I hope to be able to show at least some preliminary images as well as get the stories written!

Days go by quickly...

Just a small update...still been working on Lapdancing 06.  It's not that I'm focusing solely upon it, as I'm still only working on where my Muse takes me, but lately Diamond has been capturing my attention the most.

Working a bit on some 3D graphics as well.  I'm still trying to find the right model to work with the Lapdancing series, but there have been some new texture releases and such that definitely give me ideas for not only scenes in Lapdancing, but other stories.

Other than that, have been doing a lot around the house...basically just keeping busy.  After 2 months I'm still hoping the job situation improves...

Lapdancing 06...

So most of this past week been working on Lapdancing 06 (and there was much rejoicing, LOL).  Actually been cleaning up what I already have written, and now forging into new territory.  This chapter will have a section for Dan, a little of Mary, and a whole lot of Jen/Diamond.

Most of the chapter will be building up to the syndication party where Diamond will be bid off like a broodmare, hehehe...and then will end with the party.  Still not sure how long it will be, but it won't be as long as Lapdancing 05 was, even though this chapter also covers a week.

Halloween Contest Winners posted...

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Maintaining the status quo...

Really little new to report.  Still working on all my stories...sometimes I'm in the mood for one, other times another.  Progress on all of them are slow.

Still unemployed, but the past week haven't really spent a lot of time looking.  That I can take a couple months of no work and still get by is a testament to how much I've saved over the years...but I don't want to tap into that too much any longer so will have to put the nose to the grindstone and find something worthwhile.

Been dabbling a bit more into the 3D Graphics, but still nothing really to show for any of my stories.  Lapdancing will probably be the first one I work on fully, but again, right now mainly getting things figured out and picking out the appropriate model for Diamond.

Today they will be announcing the Literotica Halloween Story Contest winners.  I'm not really holding my breath as the scores have been a bit low.  They'll do a sweep (removing low scores that have been spammed) so the score should go up some, but there are 4-5 stories that are currently ranked higher than me and I don't expect to surpass them.  We'll see when they announce the winners...

Other than that, just plugging along slowly whenever the mood hits me!

Wow, it's been almost two weeks!

Time flies when you really start to become lost in being home all the time.  I've been working on the new story that was inspired by Halloween.  It's a pretty typical story of mistaken identity, but hopefully I bring to it a bit of my style of hotness, LOL.

It's actually a "short" story...I doubt it will reach more than four pages on Literatica--which for me, is "short."  It's nothing that I plan on any sequel or anything, just a little story that has haunted my thoughts for the past few weeks.  I'm almost done, so it should be coming out before Halloween...so in the next week more-than-likely.

Have not worked on much else.  I've been losing myself in gaming lately--not having a job and being home all the time has sort of depressed me...I need to get out of this funk soon.  Yesterday I ran to the bank and realized it's been almost two weeks since I left the house (beyond getting my mail)...so that need to change soon.

The other stories I haven't done much with until I get this Halloween story out.  We'll see where my Muse takes me, but have been getting requests for just about everything, LOL.  Not sure what will come next, but I'll let you know after this one is out!

Also have been working on my 3D Graphics a bit more.  I'm still working on who represents Diamond the most, but will also reveal that when I feel I can do her justice!

Bear with me, keep my in your thoughts and send good Karma my way in terms of a job!  Now that the government is back to work, I'm hoping the lull is over and I can get back into the swing of things.

Still not much to update...

Working on my second Halloween story...but since I'm not done, I'll probably just release it whenever instead of the contest.  The contest submissions close on the 21st, so will just go with  my current story.  Right now things are pretty same-old, same-old...

Think the weather on the east coast is affecting my mood too...dark, grey, rainy, cold...ugh!

Sorry for the lack of updates!

My apologies on the lack of updates...although there has not been much to update.

Halloween Story

My Halloween Story contest submission seems to be doing well.  It is hard to judge because apparently some trolls like to go through and rate everything low, and until the final date (around October 21st) when there is a "sweep" by the system (to remove all apparent troll votes), nobody really knows what their story is rated as.  Mine seems to be hovering around 4.5-4.6, but it will go up by at least 1 or 2 points once the sweep is done.

I've had stories rated low before and have requested a sweep believing them to be trolled and the points have increased surprisingly high (e.g., Annie 3 went from 4.25 to 4.6 after a requested sweep)...so it's sad they have to do such things, but I still expect my Halloween story to be higher than what it currently is from all the positive feedback I've gotten.

Other stories I've been working on

I've done a full review of my Lifeguard story and have now started upon new content.

I've also been working on a new Halloween story, LOL.  It's going to be a "short" spank story, but I got the idea reading through the other Halloween submissions.  If I can finish it up this week I'll submit it as a second contest story.  It's nothing long or extended like any of my stories, but the idea popped into my head yesterday and it was just one of those things I had to write to let out the muse.

Have not worked on anything else really...just reading through and a few edits here and there on Lapdancing 06 and Annie 08.  Not much to say.

On the Home-front

Still unemployed, although honestly I haven't really been looking too hard.  I've built up a nice nest egg that I'm tapping into now so I really haven't been pressed financially, but I've started looking a bit more intensely.  I've had a few nibbles, but nothing permanent, but appreciate the kind words people have given.

Other than that, been cleaning the house, watching movies, playing a few games, and simply relaxing.  I did not realize how stressed the last six months or so at my job were with my asshole of a manager, but now that I've been away from it, it's been nice to just decompress for a month...but I know that time is slowly coming to an end, so hope to have something by the end of the month.

All Hallow's Eve - Literotica Halloween Contest submission LIVE!

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Halloween Story Contest submission submitted!

Submitted my Halloween Story Contest submission--All Hallow's Eve (final title, hehehe).

It should be available in the next day or two--they typically post contest submissions quicker.

The final story came out to be TWELVE Literotica pages...so we'll see if that's 'too long' for the story readers.

I need a total of TWENTY-FIVE VOTES for the story to qualify, so please VOTE!

Will post again when it's released with the URL...

This weekend...Lifeguard Gets Wet

So been putting a lot of time into Director Jekyll 02 and sort of burned out a bit on it...so it was time for a change of pace.  Looking through all my stories, finally settled on Lifeguard Gets Wet.

Since it's been so long, it was mostly a review and editing mistakes I made earlier...I cannot even remember where I left off on it, so hopefully will be moving forward with it soon.  Although it would be a great candidate for the "Summer of Loving" contest on Literotica, that is ending tomorrow and if I finish this before next year, will just release it instead of waiting.

But Halloween story will be submitted Tuesday, so keep an eye out for that!  It will be the earliest DocCIS story to be released!

Changes in points of view...Director Jekyll 02

So one of the more tabooed no-no's of writing is switching perspectives in points of view.  For example, talking about he and she and describing things from more of an "over the shoulder" type of story and then switching to the perspective of a character, "I felt this," or "they did this to me."  I made an attempt at that playing around with Lapdancing 04, but a lot of people felt I rehashed too many scenes; however, I was trying to show readers the other character's perspective.

For example, describing Diamond getting her hi-tech tattoo and Nick, the FBI agent feeling her up.  Then I switched to Nick's view in the van, having him relive HIS feelings and audacity at feeling up the stripper laying before him.  Then I described him watching Diamond perform for his fellow FBI agents and his view of watching things from the surveillance equipment.  Finally, I went back to Diamond's view dancing for the FBI agents.

I tried not to just repeat, but to give character depth and THEIR own take on matters...but many people did not like it.

The reason I mention it is I'm doing the same thing with Director Jekyll, although hopefully not "rehashing" as much.  The story starts out from the husband's telling, but then switches to a more third-person view on his wife's day at work and the set-up of everything that will be happening.  After about 40 pages Word format (roughly 6 pages Literotica) I am now describing the events taking place before him from the husband's point of view.


So the question to you, the readers.  Does this bother you?  Would you prefer reading the stories from more of a third-person view or from one of the character's points of view?  And if you read into a story from one perspective, does it get disorientating reading from another's?

The main reason I do so is so as the author, I am not describing things from an omniscient view, but instead, letting you live within a character to understand them more.  I could describe how each character felt from a third-person standpoint vs. that person's feelings:

"Heather gasped as she felt the the head of Senor Chacon's cock against her pussy, moaning in lust as he slowly moved forward, the hard shaft separating her labia as he slowly pushed into her core"

versus

"I heard my wife gasp, knowing Senor Chacon's cock had made contact with my wife's body, suddenly that gasp turning into a moan of pleasure as he moved forward, knowing the head of his cock was separating her slit and entering the core of her married pussy"

Obviously both are describing the same scene, but I'd like to think there is more relayed to the reader from the husband's point of view.

But wondering on what everybody thinks.  To reiterate, not asking if you like one or the other, but if you are reading in one view, and then that view switches to another character...

I've once again posted a POLL on the site, to get everybody's views.  I'm not asking if you like reading a third person story versus a first person story, but more do you mind the change of views.

Again, I refer to Lapdancing 04 for reference, as that was the one story that comes to mind where I attempted it.  I can easily go back and change things to completely third perspective, just curious what people think...

So far Director Jekyll 02 today...

Woke up and had an immediate urge to work on my Director Jekyll & Ms. Hidesnothing 02 story.  Right now reviewing some of what I wrote the other day, catching a few errors, and cleaning it up, but will be working on it probably most of the day.  Taking the day off was enough to refresh my mind I guess, so we'll see how far I get.

Right now the story is about five Literotica pages long...and I'm only about 1/5th of the way into it.  Will have to see what the ultimate length is, but as I've mentioned before, I may split it into two or three parts.  Still not sure, as there were just as many naysayers for the length of Lapdancing 05 as there were people who did not mind the length...so will just have to see.  Right now more concerned with just writing it!

Have had a few people say now that I posted the picture teasers, they were looking forward to the story.  I'll be adding a few more later today if the story progresses, so will let you know when those come out!

Still no takers on speaking Spanish, so I spent a little time "doing research" yesterday and watching Spanish porn movies, trying to figure out what the women were saying.  Other than a lot of "Ay, ay, ay, ay!" and "Si, si!  Si!  Si!" I didn't get much to use...so again, if anybody is familiar with more intimate Spanish phrases, would love to know!

On a more personal note, nothing new on the job front.  I have to admit I took the first week or so as more of a vacation and didn't really look for something, so this week have been just starting to get into the job search, so again, not too worried about not having anything at this point, but starting to look a bit more intensely...

Hmmm...what to work on today?

After almost three days straight, I'm getting a little burned out on Director Jekyll 02.  Don't get me wrong, it's still a hot story and I'm getting to a juicy part guaranteed to be sitting uncomfortably while I write...but as I said, three days straight...  And we're talking about roughly 12-14 hours a day!  Granted not all of that is writing--a lot of time I'm searching the internet for a Spanish phrase, or some clothing, or something else to describe in the story.  This story is a challenge because it's in a different country and a different language.  That's not to say everybody will need to speak Spanish to read it, LOL...but I do like to make it somewhat realistic.

But back to the subject, not sure what I want to work on today.  Right now, nothing's jumping out at me.  I know it would be easy to get back into the flow with Director Jekyll...and that's always the fall back, but just need something different.

Have a few ideas sitting on the plate for new stories, but I've got so many stories outstanding I'd hate to start yet ANOTHER chain of stories.  It's hard enough getting chapters out on the current ones!

I do have two stories I haven't dusted off in a while--Lifeguard Gets Wet and Galactic Spy--those are possibilities as well...hmmm...  Then there are some other stories I haven't touched in a while like Extenuating Circumstances, Grim Fairy Tales, and my next Dreams sequel...

I also haven't touched my Daz3D program in a while...so maybe could work on some graphics.  I'm so far behind in loading some of the models it will take me forever, hehehe.  It's sort of the same thing as with my Skyrim story...haven't touched it because I know it will take a day just to get all my mods back in working order.  Not dreading the story, just the game, LOL.

I just may start opening stories and start reviewing them...see what strikes my fancy...