Excitement at my own stories...

Somebody recently asked me in a private message if I get excited at my own stories.

My answer is how could I not?

I write for my own pleasure, so the mental images of what is panning out in the story fill my mind as I write, and yes, I get incredibly turned on.  In fact, I sometimes wake up with the images of what I will be writing next filling my mind--it is where some of the inspiration for each chapter comes from, my mind still muddled with sleep as the images of "What Happens Next" play through my mind.

When I write, particularly the sexual scenes, yes, things get uncomfortable, LOL.  I find prolonging that experience, writing while at a heightened state, makes my stories more intense.  In fact, I often find myself stepping away from the computer--going to get a drink, watch some television, read a book, or going out to get the mail--just so I can cool down.

In fact, I'm writing the blog entry because the Thursday night scene for Diamond is becoming too hot, LOL.

Writing for me is a hobby, and I have an active--if not warped--imagination.  I enjoy a good erotic story.  That the stories are my own is even more exciting, as I can move the plot in the direction I want.  How many times do you read a story and suddenly the author takes it into a turn you don't like, or it just doesn't flow because it is as if the author suddenly did a 180?  I've read many like that, so I write for my own enjoyment, the story going in the direction I want, but my mind always opened for something else to happen.

I never know exactly where my mind will lead me, but I have a general direction.  Sometimes things happen as I write, or I see something or think of something that makes me thing, "Hey, I need to add that!"  And I always try to insert reader's suggestions in the story if possible.  There have been several suggestions that an entire chapter has developed because of them, so I highly welcome comments and suggestions.  If it doesn't get inserted into one story, I try to get it into the next.

So yes, if the story doesn't turn me on, I don't write it.  That is why you do not see any incest, fat/large women, etc. in my stories, as they just don't "do it" for me.  I write about what excites me.  I even have a couple stories that will never see the light of day because they just don't "do it" for me, having written them hoping something else would come from them, but ending up doing nothing for me, so they sit on my hard drive until I either get inspiration or trash them.

So, now it's time to return to Diamond's Thursday night...