On the Fourth Day BEFORE Xmas...Teaser 9

Yesterday was somewhat of a bust.  Just didn't feel like doing anything.  I think it was the final decompression after spending five days compiling my friends/family Xmas virtual card.  I completed it late Thursday evening and yesterday just could not get interested in anything...graphics or writing.

Ended up just vegging on the couch and watching movies (Elysium was awful...what happens when you have great production and set, but the general story was just meh).

This morning diving full bore into it.  I am working on a special graphics card for this site, so I want that to be done by Xmas, LOL...but also working on Lapdancing 06.

Actually thought of yet ANOTHER twist for Lapdancing 06...it's turning into the chapter that was never planned, hehehe, because really, other than Diamond practicing for the syndication part and the actual syndication party, I had nothing planned.  And now I'm 85 pages (Word format) into it and haven't even gotten to the party yet!

So here is today's teaser of Lapdancing Girlfriend Chapter 06!

Jen smiled, confirming her suspicion.

“Well, I think it’s a good idea,” she said with more conviction. “Especially with all the shit going on now with my job, I think it would be good if we took a break. Then when we are finally together once and for all, everything will be new and as exciting as it was when we first met,” she said firmly.

“Wait a minute,” the agent said, no longer sleepy and now fully awake. “You’re telling me while you fuck around with any dick Mr. DeWight throws in front of you, you aren’t going to spend any time with me? You know, the man you plan to spend your life with?” he said.

“You don’t have to get vulgar about it,” she said, becoming slightly angry. “It’s only until we’re married,” she told him emphatically.

Once again her need to control even one small part of her life, to prevent even one aspect of the sexually depravity happening to her became her sole goal she nodded adamantly to the naked agent.

“I think especially now, more than ever, it’s a good idea,” she told him. “The last thing we need is for either of us mentally comparing what is happening to me working at DSA and have it interfere with our personal life. Particularly knowing what I will have to be doing I think it would be good not having either of us be thinking about what I was involved in when we’re together,” she said, trying to make her reasoning plausible not only to the FBI agent, but to those listening. “You are the one I want to spend my life with,” she said, picturing herself stating those words to Dan instead of Nick, “and I don’t want the shit going on to creep into that reality. Things should quiet down once we’re married so we can hopefully get back on track with our lives,” she told him. “But right now, things are just too overwhelming. Right now I’m a new commodity, and honestly, I need to come home to rest,” she told him.

In the back of her mind she was saddened at how true her words were—there was no telling what Mr. DeWight had in store for her, but she was helpless to control that. Having sex with the FBI agent was something she felt she could halt, allowing her home to once again becoming a safe haven away from the sexual assault her body receives.

Being able to control even this one aspect of her life was crucial to her. If Jen accepted the FBI agent’s advances, which she believed to be unnecessary, what did that say about her engagement to Dan and her oath of love for him? If she had the possibility to stop having sex from somebody it was her own moral imperative to do so.

“So you’re saying you don’t want to have sex with me,” the agent said, somewhat dejectedly.

The tone of the agent’s voice caused Jen to look at him in surprise. Surely he could not be so self-absorbed to think this was about him, she thought. Yet as she looked at the computer geek and saw his downhearted face she realized it was the truth.

“I did not say that,” she smiled, sitting down next to him on the bed. “I just think we should take it easy for now, until things settle down and we can enjoy each other’s company forever,” she said, looking back at him.